so jesse officially left today i cried at the bus stop like a little girl i dont think he really understood why i was crying hes only moving a 3 dollars bus ride away but idk its just hes going through a bad time and i feel like i care more than he does and i feel so helpless because there’s nothing i can do to help and all i ever do is help him. but w/e he’s finally going to have a job!!!!! which will make him so happy and i will have a job and we can live together in our very own love nest and have our kitty and puppy and fishes! yay!