sometimes i get sad and just cant stop being sad and all i want to do is cry and die and talk to people from my past but i dont do any of those things i just lay here. i wish jesse would just be a little more considerate of me like text me and tell me i’m pretty or cute and maybe say more than awe thanks when i fucking spill my guys to him ijdfgjerhjgherugherugheggerughegrfhuhbrnjbrh